hectic

assalamualaikum and good morning guys!

i must admit that i don't care much about this blog.

i just had my presentation

live within two weeks before study week

is so hectic 

as it is fulls with 

presentations, reports, final tests

well, life must go on, aite ?

hopefully i can endure all these

without any black out

wish me luck guys!

take care.

p/s : rindu rumah T__T

the end of 2nd semester

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah, praise to the Almighty.

My day started with a good sign.

My result came out today and

it is totally unexpected, unpredictable

all my efforts are worth for it

a FLAT DEAN

i am never aim for that

but since I got it, 

felt sooo grateful.

I dedicate this post to all my girlfriends

for being with me during thick and thin

laugh together , cry together

thanks for my family

and to all Masscommers student

in UiTM Shah Alam.

GO RED GO!

MASSCOMMERS CAN DO IT !

p/s : felt touched.

Alhamdulillah, 2nd semester end dramatically.

Get ready for 3rd semester.

20 years

assalamualaikum

its time to update my blog

after I finished my 2nd semester

alhamdulillah.

it went well.

and this year i am 20 years old.

i am so grateful being with the loved one

my parents, family and friends

well, the birthday celebration was so modest

as me was so busy with the schedules and presentations

so, let the pictures speak. 

chocolate indulgence for my birthday. thanks syaza, siti, nurul, kay and aisyah.

since we had the celebration at A & W, this was my  meal for dinner at that night.

 birthday gift 1 : shoes from Larrie. Thank you ^^ 

Birthday gift 2 and 3 : cartoon mini pillow, thanks to my roomate

Swiss Legend watch, thanks awak  ^^

i am never expect to receive these birthday gifts

but then thank you so much for these

^________^

i will update frequently this blog since i am having my semester break.

till then, take care.

p/s : its Ramadhan month, Happy Fasting guys!

people do change

assalamualaikum

now, my blog is rarely update

since i am too busy with 

my assignments and stuff

plus,

confused and wonder about anything

about why people are changing

about why people are busy to know what we've been doing

about why i being such a pathethic girl

well, definitely I can go through all these things

but till when

i need a shoulder to cry on

i just can't help it

i don't understand why things like this would happen

please, someone

explain it to me

so that, i will make my heart harder

p/s : can't wait to see you.

keje

assalamualaikum

last week, wawa baru start keje

a part timer, of course

keje kat event event je

alhamdulillah,

the paid was okay

RM100 per 9 hours 

start at 3 pm till 12 midnight.

here's the pictures

p/s : rinduu nak keje lagi..hehe
i miss you xD

weds spontaneous

memories

always remember.

i always do 

p/s : the first chocolate ever that i get.

i guess

now, i am having a turning point in my life

again

 dear heart,

please, don't flutter much

i beg you

deep inside there

i can feel the pain

dear heart, 

i hope you can be strong

as your owner do

don't make your owner

get weaker

heart, please i beg you.

p/s : encounter many things in one time

dari KLCC ke TS

assalamualaikum

last sunday,

lepas modul turun ke KLCC dan TS

asalnya tak jadi pegi sebab ade modul

tapi nasib terlalu baik

modul habes awal

and turun ke 2 destinasi untuk jumpa kawan

yang dah setahun setengah tak jumpa

sangat happy 

^___^

shera, you're suprised, am i right ?

hehe

and for you, your wish became true

= )

pegi TS, main kat theme park

nipis jugak debit card dibuatnya

tapi bukan selalu dapat jumpa

so, its fine laaa

hehe

here's the picture

 mase kat KLCC

 theme park, before got back to kids time

 my dearest sister, shera 

 ''syg dah kurus,'' - shera

 rode on mini train

^____^

p/s : i miss you and i hope

one fine day,

i can go to your place.

me drawing

assalamualaikum guys.

as a masscomm student,

tak sangka kene belajar graphic and design

which means 

me have to draw

>,<

oleh sebab i tak pandai nak melukis

* bukan tak pandai sebenarnya

tapi mmg tak reti nak lukis. hehe

this is it.

gambar first

music is my soul

reading equal to me 

love jewels :)

my one and only artwork

p/s : dedicated to someone.

somehow

kadang - kadang

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar dari kemelut manusia

yang disaluti pelbagai rasa

kadang - kadang 

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar dari kemelut manusia

dengan hanya menjadi orang ketiga

melihat mereka seperti drama

kadang - kadang

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar dari segala masalah

tak kiralah 

masalah jiwa, masalah duit

kadang - kadang 

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar dari cengkaman orang lain

kerana

inginkan kebebasan hakiki

kadang - kadang

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar dari merasa sakit

sakit hati, sakit segala penyakit

yang datang tanpa henti

kadang - kadang

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar habiskan masa

luahkan ape yang terpendam

dek mencecah limit

kadang - kadang

aku rasa aku nak keluar

keluar dari segala-galanya

mungkin kah ia

dapat selesaikan segalanya.

p/s : its hurt inside, sorry

medical check up

assalamualaikum and good night friends

yes, as the title above

i did that after i suffered a lot 

for 2 years and half

because of back pain and shoulder ache

i did all 

the x-ray stuff, check the pressure and so on

and the result

i am so not satisfied with it

it is soo bad

sorry doc, i can't go anymore

i am too busy with my schedules.

but i won't forget to eat medicine

and i was too shocked after the

doc told me the result.

medical letter transfer from shah alam to kb

the medicine. once a day + 2 tablet

p/s : segala kesakitan itu

adalah salah satu cara

untuk membayar dosa

^ _____ ^

Praise to Allah

Alhamdulillah

berkat usaha, doa dan tawakkal

maka keluar lah result

22 - 02 - 2012

dan hari ni senyum bertemankan tangis

syukur sangat di beri peluang untuk

berdiri sama tinggi, berduduk sama rendah

dengan yang lain

walaupun tak DL

tapi tetap 3.0 above

tak sia-sia selalu jadi burung hantu almost hari-hari

tak sia-sia demam yang payah nak kebah

tak sia-sia tido sikit

tak sia-sia nangis sensorang

congrates to my classmates and my friends
let's strive harder in future

p/s : rasa macam nak nangis lagi 

=,='

TESL, kalau kita ade jodoh, 

kita jumpa nanti saya buat Master okay

^ _____ ^

kawin lagi

assalamualaikum and good night

wahai sayang sayang semua

^___^

its a peaceful day to end 

well, lately i noticed something happened within my friends

there are a lot of them engaged

i mean, an official engage

not forget to my friends who married in such young age

the official one, of course

i am not jealous at all

and i told my mother about this

then she replied that

it is good actually to settle down in young age

kalau ade jodoh, kawin

kalau takde jodoh, hai bimbang juga

plus, she said 

kalau lelaki itu terdetik nak kawin,

kalau perempuan itu terdapat ilham nak kawin,

so, kawin je laa.

begituu laa ceritanya.

p/s : its absurd aite

when the mother keeps talk bout marriage

when the daughter is single.

little chef

 assalamualaikum

today, rasa eksaited sangat nak update blog

hehe

^___^

sebab umi cakap something yang unpredictable pagi tadi

here's the dialogue

occurred on this morning

umi : kakak, masak lah ape yang patut ye hari ni.

ME : okay. ehm, masak udang masak merah bole umi ?

umi : boleh tapi udang ade cket je.

ME : okay. nanti kakak decide, kakak rendam.

once again bukak pintu my bedroom.

umi : masak ea. Abah balik rumah lunch hari ni.

ME: (schocked). Ehem, okay.

umi : Abah cakap semalam ayam black pepper 

kakak masak sedap.

ME : ea ? Abah takde cakap pun umi

=,=

umi : Abah bagitau kat umi semalam.

Abah panggil ayam kertas hitam.hehe..

ME : okay.

ni rupa ayam black pepper

ni bukan gambar ori

tapi likewise laa..hehe

thanks en google

 

 

ni pulak udang masak merah

happy tengok abang makan banyak

^___^

p/s : happy sebab dapat masak untuk family

^___^

bile umi buka mulut

assalamualaikum and morning guys

today i felt excited to update my blog

last night only my mother and me at home

so, we did chat about pregnancy, marriage,

couples and whatsoever lagi laa

and the most important is

i can't forget this line from my mother

after i said to her

that i've planned that i am gonna marry

when i am in 28/27 yrs old

then she said

''sheshh..kenape nak kawin lambat sangat

macam umi abah ni. Dah dah

ade jodoh, 25 kene kawin.''

hadoii..kene setepek kat atas dahi ni

seriously, i have no desire to find one

p/s : mengeluh lepas umi cakap cenggitu.

list of my answers

assalamualaikum and evening dears

umur dah meningkat satu dari tahun ke tahun

kalau nak tahu kematangan tahap fikiran kita

definitely,orang akan cakap 

dah umur banyak, mestilah fikiran matang, kan kan
tapi ade je yang terbalik
this is the proof.

recently, i am not so interested in facebooking

like seriously

sebab i am getting bored

reading such a lame status

looking uninterested pictures

emotional overreacted

come on people, wake up !

mind reflects us

and for those yang in 'relationship'

agak annoyed jugak dengan korang yang sebenarnye

i am not deny that i also was in relationship

but that was in my past

and now i am single

but pleassse lah ye

jangan overjoy sangat o proud sangat dengan

'hubungan-yang-belum-tentu-jadi' korang tu

this is some of my answers from my friend's post 

1.kenape laa orang perempuan sekarang tak malu nak mencari lelaki ? 

tak malu ke ?

answer : in my humble opinion, bagi anda yang sudah berkahwin dan 

mempunyai anak sebelum berumur 18 tahun,

anda TIDAK LAYAK SEPENUHNYA untuk berpendapat sebegitu

nisbah lelaki dan perempuan sekarang sangat berbeza

secara logiknya, wajarlah perempuan bersaing untuk mendapatkan pasangan.

2. bagi anda yang selalu update status pakai RASBERRY dan segala 'BERRY'

answer : bukan dengki atau bersifat iri hati tapi suka untuk berkongsi

korang rasa secure ke bila korang bagitau orang yang ade kat mane

pada sekian2 waktu , ce try tanya diri sendiri

one more thing, jangan show off sangat,

nanti ALLAH tarik anugerah yang ade, kang ade yang melalak

3. tulis status childish

answer : yang ni ditujukan buat perempuan dan lelaki

yang berumur 14 and above

korang dan besar kan

ALLAH bagi otak suruh fikir, jangan pakai kepala lutut

nanti lain jadinya.

4. tulis emotional post untuk bagitahu mood 

answer : sekarang dah jadi macam 1 pesen dah

mengadu masalah thru posts

me too

tapi its just for my self-reflection

tapi yang tulis,

'aku marah betul laa...'

sampai mencaci, mencarut, memaki

segala bagai ape kehalnya

nak sangat mengadu,

buat kat twitter...lagi senang

5. update status all the time

answer: yang ni lagi buat aku rasa fed-up

homefeed penuh dengan post 'kau'

tak letih ke nak menaip dik oii

in the end, main farmville lagi rasa selesa

sambil geleng2 kepala plus gelak sorang2

sambil bace status yang entahpapetuu

p/s : sorry kalau terasa

but this is fact.

delayed post

assalamualaikum

okay

kalau nak abaikan post ni pun takpe

nak bace pun dialu-alukan. :~)

hari tu mase exam

nak sit for last paper

ade gap almost 5 days

semua dah tension bagai satu bilik.haha

kitorang dari awal sem lagi

dah plan nak keluar same

maka, 16 01 2012

kami bertiga

gadis-berpakaian-pink

pun keluar mendedahkan diri kepada sang mentari

menghabiskan satu hari satu malam

berjalan dari satu tempat ke satu tempat

haha

memang letih tapi berbaloi lepas

dapat rendam kaki dalam air suam

perggh..memang mantap. HAHA

this were our destinations

 UITM - JUSCO BUKIT RAJA - I CITY-UITM

kalau nak ditambah, tolak

darab dan dibahagikan

kitorang tak habiskan RM100 pun hari tu

tapi banyak jugak barang aku beli

hehe

here's the pictures

my two roomies budak account

 

this is asz, her height differ 3 cm than me. uhuk

this is fateen norliyana, always comfort me whenever i cry.

they've been together since matriculation

i was forced to join the posing too. T__T

trying to hide the laugh, maybe

at i city, me, aten, asz

 

our movie tickets, watching the death hours, 

it was an awesome day to spend

thank you dears.

p/s : i am sleepy and gonna sleep

* midninght is the best time for skin to rejunivate. 

good night chingoo ^^

balik rumah

assalamualaikum

dah lama rasanya tak update blog

sangat busy even tak busy pun nak membusykan diri jugak. >,<

i am now having my semester break

tho for 8 weeks, it doesn't matter

berbaloi lah kan bile ingat family tyme masalah melanda je

basah je mate ni..haha

bukan homesick okay

i just want someone to hear all my complains and sort of problem

i am not a robot

T___T

siyesly, hari tuu tension sangat sampai tak terkata

rumate tanya if i have a problem

instead of answer that verbally,

i just could cry.

childish kan sampai tak pandai nak bagitau ape

yang ade dalam kepala hotak during that time.

even tho i am a masscommer,

i can be very talkative yet

when it comes to my very very personal

i just could not speak up

its not that i am begging for someone to keep accompany me

it just that remember that someone here is need you

to loosen my burden from

physically to mentally.

finally,

here i am 

my home

:: home sweet home ::

p/s : 

selamat pengantin baru to my former classmate, 

nadiah and her husband.

sampai hati tak ajak, tanak kawan ;p

T______T

serious yet funny

its 2 january 2012 and i am doing recap for year 2011..LOL

MARCH 2011

I finished my tesl foundation year but yet i missed the moments 

with all my friends especially my roommates

JUNE 2011

received birthday gifts from my former-classmate from us.

they are 3 all of them altogether. I had a blast birthday for this final teenage year.

SEPTEMBER 2011

a turning point in my life. I had broke up with my boyfriend with an unclear reason.

I am a bit disappointed because I had waited for six years

and its totally not worth it.

enrolled in UiTM SHAH ALAM

as a degree student and alhamdulillah 

managed to catch up all the classes and 

sort of quizzes, tests and assignments

OCTOBER 2011

bought DSLR, all sponsored..heheew ~

NOVEMBER 2011

felt very sick at my backbone and stomach.

had to do xray but then i potponed it after my this coming final.

DECEMBER 2011

start a new chapter without him, totally.

preparing for my final.

hope things will get better on this year, 2012

insyaallah.

you, you and you brighten my 2011 year.

thanks dear ^___^

p/s : can't wait to end my 1st sem.