Tuesday, May 31, 2011

to : my beloved Fa n Ma :D

HAPPY 24th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY abah & umi !
semoga berkekalan sehingga ke akhir hayat dan di limpahi rezeki serta diberikan kesihatan tubuh badan :)
kami ; putera puteri abah & umi sentiasa mendoakan yang masjid yang dibina insyaallah berkekalan
AMIN ..


i heart youu
AB RAHMAN YASIN <3 HASNAH ISMAIL
may Allah bless both of you always
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enjoy the song :)

there is nothing much to say since i am really not in good mood..
i am not gonna post it here..when i am in good mood , only songs can soothe me ..
then ,let's just enjoy this song entitled : ku ingin selamanya by ungu = )

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Thursday, May 26, 2011

action speaks louder than words

this post gonna be a short one
i don't feel sad nor frustrated if you treat me that way
you seem very happy 
good bye love
maybe you would notice me if i stay out of your life
i wish you have a good life outside there
have a blast one
bye bye 
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

ape yang penting :

KERJASAMA :)

assalamualaikum and night guys !
dah lama rasa tak update belogg..
*though just a few days..hehe
today , my brother and saye bekerjasama
MENYERVICE AIR_COND 
hehe..* ingat orang pompuan tak pandai buat ke ?
jangan pandang tutup mata kayh..hehe..;p
kitorang adik beradik mmg diajar buat keje sendiri
*al- maklumlah..takkde maid and parents keje
tapi kann..puas hati buat keje sendiri..
HAHA..
malam nih kompem lahh bilik sejukk and and
besttt untuk mentidurkan diri..miahaha..;p
even though aku puun di spoil oleh family , 
tapii akuu tau gak buat keje berat tauu..
except for buat benda yang memerlukan ketinggian lahh..
hehe..jumpa esk ea ?
ciao..

p / s : awakk, sorry takk online tadi..electric shortage..:)
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Sunday, May 22, 2011

trauma

i will always walk alone
thanks for all you've done
to you
thanks for always be my shadow
(^_^)
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maybe it is the best

assalamualaikum and evening guys !
penah tak rase regret lepas buat something ?
i mean something yang boleh bagi efek in our future
i do ..but when i think over again and again..
nak patah balik puun tak boleh sebab dah lepas
and for now , i only can hope
hope tomorrow will be better than yesterday
there is Quran verse : kun fayakun
means : jika ia mahu berlaku , maka berlaku lah ia
yeao..maybe this is my destiny to not involve in that career
maybe there is something else for me
yeao..maybe better than that..who knows aite ?
Allah knows best for his servants
like Adam  NurKasih said 
Kita hanya mampu merancang , tapi Allah yang menentukannya =)
people say that never to look at our past time
but as for me , i have to look at my past time 
learnt from the mistakes and not to do the same thing again in future
how bout you guys ?
agree ?

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Saturday, May 21, 2011

random ~

assalamualaikum guys !
hehe..today my wish came true !
thanks abangg..ily..(^_^)
saye happyy..sebab
first , upu dah ciap sent..
* cepat lah proses ye >,<
second is i got new external..miahaha
sangat gumbirra..:)
tanak membebel banyak banyak
here some pics to share with you guys =)


my new external..just bought from PC FAIR in KB
mercii ~~
weeeee
(^_^)




these are my phones
* fyi , i never bought phone even one..
these are from my brother and dad..ily


 this is my latest kemeja *sort of
i like this design because it has hoody at the back
hehe..since i like the hoody , so i just grabbed it 
for muslimah , baju nih elok je sbb labuh and available in
four sizes..i was informed that 
this is the latest fashion..
idk whether its true or not


my new novels..hehe
* can you buyy one for me ? i am craving for novels right noww..hehe

p / s : i am missing youu ~
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Friday, May 20, 2011

untitled1992

idk why
sometimes i think i don't wanna live anymore
sometimes i think i am a useless daughter
sometimes i think i am such a coward
sometimes i think i am a selfish
sometimes i think i am a bad friend
aargghh !
what happened to me ?

astaghfirullahhalazhim

come on wawa !
don't you ever think about doing THAT THING again !
you've promise to someone , did you ?

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Thursday, May 19, 2011

love cakes !

assalamualaikum and good day guys!
kalau mention cake , sape suke ? angkat tangan !
* saye saye..hehe..;p
kalau tahun lepas buat kek lapis
kalau 2 tahun yang lepas buat kek coklat
ingat tahun nih nak buat kek lain lah..
semalam borak borak dengan umi
umi mintakk kakak buatkan kek keladi
* umi nih cam tau tau je fav kakak..hehe
tapi hari tuu kakak ingatkan nak buat buttercake for this coming raya
tanak bagi abah beli kek kedai sebab mahal sangat..huuu ~~
KEK BUTTER vs KEK KELADI
wahh..same same sedapp..umpphhh..
huaaa..confused lahh saye macam nih..
yang satuu tuu senang nak buat
yang satu lagih tuu sedap and my faveret..
* umii , buat dua - dua boleh tak ?
ape tak boleh ?
alaaa..boleh lah ea umi..^^
sebut pasal kek , teringat kat roomies sebab diorang memang suke kek..;p


nampakk sedapp.. xD


jemput makan..tehee ~~


full image of yam cake..
* nak bake this cake lahh..=)
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Monday, May 16, 2011

mianhae

assalamualaikum..
today i am gonna post about trust..
yeah..it is about trust
*but the title is mianhae = sorry
why ?
because i am really really sorry 
for those outside there
if i don't tell what is on my mind
if i don't really tell my opinion
it is just not about i am not interested to tell them
but i have no guts to do so
well i had a horrible experience during my childhood
it happened around aged twelve
to be precise before i sat for UPSR
well , my ex-BESTFRIEND back stabbed me at that time
i thought i can count on her but then she did that to me
till i have no friends at all
* poor me..:(
yet alhamdulillah i managed score well in that exam
back then , i've learnt a very expensive lesson..
DON'T YOU EVER TRUST PEOPLE EASILY !
the incident gave a big impact to me
it is so hard for me to express what lies inside my mind towards people
i have no guts to tell them
i am too scare if that incident could happen again
as in Malay says
menjadi seorang yang menyimpan perasaan sorang sorang
a.k.a telan je ape yang berlaku
it is not that i wanna isolate myself but 
I AM JUST TOO SCARE
i know what happens around me but don't think that i don't know anything
it is just i pretend to not know
time by time i learn to mengeluarkan-apa-yang-dipendam
ye lah kan..pendam lama lama pun tak elok jugak
nanti meletup makin parah
* but my boiling point is when i cry 
i will cry if i can't endure something that i've 'pendam' for a very long time
and i will cry too if my patience cross over the limits
once again , i am so sorry if i can't tell you anything
i have to get my strength back
thanks to you ; for turned me like this

p/s : crying again remembered that incident
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Sunday, May 15, 2011

only make me smile

assalamualaikum and good day !
i felt so tired but satisfied today
cause i managed to have a six-hours of video call :)
it is already break the older record of us..;p
people always say that 
LONG - DISTANCE - RELATIONSHIP
always don't make up
well , as for me it won't be a serious subject if people
do have SERIOUS COMMITMENT
and one more thing is we have to make extra effort to make it works
since now we have SKYPE vs OOVOO vs YM ! 
anything impossible can be possible
what can i hightlight here is we can have a private conversation
*no need to open FACEBOOK chatbox to IM..hehe
furthermore both parties can save their money esp for wedding..;p
thru my experience, this kind of relationship is likes an aid for me
to express feelings towards him
*having trouble on expressing feelings towards people..sigh
communicate every single day
let me think , in my case , not really
if one of them is busy ,  so let ' s just give some space
for themselves..* al-sabru minal iman
don't forget to send care packages if you are afford * mine insyaallah
couple who having this kind of relationship should always 
be clear about relationship to each other
to prevent from misunderstanding occur
if you think that there is 'invisible wall' between both of you , 
this is the time to break it 
if possible ,  share your passion
either likes or dislikes may look like a silly question
butt it does help people in knowing each other deeper
lastly , one thing for sure
TRUST EACH OTHER < 3 
(^_^)


p/s : insyaallah mine will work out


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Saturday, May 14, 2011

reunion..(^_^)

assalamualaikum (*_*)
today i felt so contented..miahaha..
and the reason is ?
today i got to see a few of my old peeps..sangat hepi !
though plan secara mengejut and tak ramai yang dapat datang,
alhamdulillah kami kami ber12 orang berjaya meng'gege'kan diri
di KFC kat airport..
*awakk..saye pegi sane tanpa awak..sedih tengok seat kita dulu..
dah lame tak jumpa kan..of course lah banyak sangat cite
nak bagitauu..nak kongsi..*cecite cecite..miahaha
terkeluar lah segala gelak ketawa maka gegak gempita 
kejap suasana kat tempat kitorang makan td..
*biar lah kitorang bagi mereka mereka yang lain cakap kitorang 
jakuun kejap..peduli hapa kann..dah lama tak jumpa..hehe
what can i see is my friends look totally different
what i mean is their attitude..
serius lain bebenor nyah ~ ~
*dah kate umur 19 kann..hehe
here i put some pictures to show how happy i was..hehe


sempat posing mase tunggu budak lelaki
*sigh..apsal budak lelaki lambat sangat ? make up ke bangg ? miahaha


posing lagih..
from left ~ maizatul, mimie, dayah..(^_^)


finally..makan tyyme..hehe..
makan sambil cakap cakap + bergurau senda
memang tak sedar bila makanan dah habis..;p


yang duk ralit makan tuu name dy winnie
*aku selalu je ingat name dy sebab aku ade minat
kartun WINNIE THE POOH..tehee ~


malu malu ayam pulakk ye ! hehe
*sebab tengah bukak mulut luas luas nak makan..;p


lepas makan kene posing lagih..hehe


the guy at the right side is ijat..
he said that
"kene ade jerawat lah..baru nampak matured"..
sakit perut dengar die buat statement cmtuu    =.=


haikal a.k.a eka 
sangat bangga dengan spek
tunku ab rahman nye..;p


mianhae..terlebih cahaya..*betul tk edit
me with zarin nadia..
one of my closest friends..ily


finally me..hehe
(^_^)
*look at my head..still position yang same kalau pose
hehe..

p / s : awakk..nanti saya nak datang sinih dengan awak lagih
boleh kan ?..;p
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

another side of me

my birthday is coming soon..
within a month..
so on this 19th june 2011 i 'll be official turn to 19 
i think it is a turning point of my life..
i am getting mature and more understand towards people around me
but somehow i think i still a small kid
a kid who can't go out without her parents
a kid who can't do anything her wants
a kid who need 24/7 guidance
i know that i am the only girl
but please
at least treat me as my age..
I can't deny how angry i am when you both don't allow me
to hang out with my peeps outside there
but it is only for a while
i know you think the best for me as your daughter
but at least give me some freedom
let me know what kind of the world is
is it marvelous or is it horrible
i need to know at least i can get used to it in future
i also know that people used to say that
keeping goats and cows are much easier than keeping a daughter
but i don't think that it is acceptable for now
*literally now
parents should gives their attention equally to their boys and girls
why I say that ?
it is because both genders give bad impact if they are not being controlled at young age
my point is not just blaming the parents but kids should understand 
why the elders do so.
yeahh..just like what am i doing now..
as long as I think rationale and no control by emotion 
insyaallah..MR SABAR is always with me

*another side of me is talking now..miahaha
(^_^)
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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

people do need changes

as youu can see
there are slightly changes at my blog..
ngeh ngeh ngeh
baru explore cket cket..sambil tanye budak nakal yang name dy myrah..hehe
hehe..now talking bout the title
kalau blog dikatakan menarik sebab di-ubah sane dan sini
mesti lah jadik tertarik - menarik - dan - memang - dabomb kan
same jugakk dengan people as in human : homo - sapien
*fyi homo - sapien is our species a.k.a human
kalau manusia berubah dengan niat yang ikhlas
insyaallah Tuhan mesti bagi hidayat untuk berubah
contohnye kan..i give youu the simplest one..
bout wearing the hijab
bout puasa tak penuh *include both gender
bout performing prayers
as for me lah kann..
memang lahh tegur - menegur tuu amalan yang baik
malah memang di- tuntut dalam Islam tapi kan
in my humble opinion , tak guna jugak berubah kerana disuruh
dan rasa TERPAKSA semata mata untuk membuat perubahan ke arah kebaikan
memang lah ade hadis or quran verse i don't remember it clearly but it stated
that we should change ourselves selepas ditegur oleh someone
then slowly we will change because of Allah
its not that i object that verse but i am worry about penerimaan Allah
bukan kah Allah tak suke akan ke- PURA-PURAAN ?
let us change sincerely..from the bottom of our heart
so that Allah knows that our intuition is sincere
* saya juga sedang berubah
changes for goodness..INSYAALLAH..


ALLAHUAKBAR
ISLAM IS EASY AND 'MEMUDAHKAN' IN ANY CONDITIONS

p/s : its not me yang nak nasihat kan sape sape..I am advising myself too
(^_^)
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Monday, May 9, 2011

PROJEK MEGA III

finally..ngeh ngeh ngeh
its tyme for youu SHIWA POTTER
hehe..
gomennasai sebab kau paling last
*sbb kau punye birthday date lagi lambat dr akuu..;p
ape ea yang akuu dapat describe kau nihh ?
ohh ye..we become closer since we always fight almost every day kan..
agak kelakar kutt..
lepas gaduhh..ber'sour face' kejap..lepas tuu terus 'rujuk'
miahaha..
to youu shera..thanks kat kau jugak tauu
disebabkan kau nih pandai dalam bab membaca perasaan orang
cepat je kau bace perasaan aku kalau dekat dengan kau ye..hehe
*psstt..pasal hari tuu yang kau bace..aku takleh lupe lahh..;p
sebenarnye kann..
aku boleh tahan jugak ar jeles dengan kau nih..
*chop chop jangan ketuk akuu dulu
sebabnye though kau the only gal jugakk tapi at least kau pandai make-up
hehe..aku puun skang tengah memberanikan diri 
nak menconteng and melukis muka aku yang bulat nih..=)
your do's and don'ts memang dah tersedia hafal dalam kepala akuu nih..hehe
kenangan berlari dalam hujan lepas turun bas 
yang melencong jauh dari main entrance uitm
memang aku tak penah lupe..
*sampai orang tuu ingat dy dah hilang matriks card..hehe
tak lupa jugak kenangan berlari mengejar bas
sebab ralit sangat lunch kat MSL
*stands for Medan Selera Lendon..miahaha
apsal lahh semua kenangan aku ngan kau ade connection ngan bas
ohh lupee..
aku penah cite kat kau yang dulu aku penah bace bas in english
B - U - S literally..hehe
*memang takk make sense lahh kan..
i've put some of our pictures during our foundation year


akuu suka posing camnih ngan kauu
somehow rase macam sisters..hehe


kauu always simple and sempoii..
caye lahh shera


posing takleh blah..hehe
dalam exam hall pulak tuu


guess..
whose hand is that ? hehe
gelangg ituu shera yang punyee..(^_^)

p/s : sheeraaa..takde gambar menarik nak letakk..mianhae
*takkan kau nak aku letak gambar lanun yang patah hidung kutt..hehe..imy

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Sunday, May 8, 2011

MOTHER'S DAY

~pengakuan berani maut dari saya ~


the holes in my tongue show how many times
I have bitten back words I meant to say to you.
I am glad you forgive me whenever I do wrong
no matter it is small or big things.

THANKS A BUNCH TO YOUU..UMMI !
i heart youu..<3 <3<3

though we are not too close like other mom-daughters
though you spend just a little time with me every day
though granny who raised me up 
though you are not always supporting me during having hard times
though abah who experts with all my sizes
though I never slept with you during my childhood
though you always pamper your sons
though you will never give what I want
though I let you decide whatever comes in my life for my own sake
though I feel depressed thinking all these

but
to tell you the truth
you are the first one appear in my mind
when I was on my first and only suicidal attempt..
like seriously 
I cried and screamed aloud..
deep inside i love you more than words
i still remember you are the one who bring me to this beautiful world
from your eyes i can feel the unconditional love to me
though I just text you to wish you something
it is just a medium to express my feelings
i just can't express my feeling..
i don't know why but i can't
* i tend to cry when it comes in touching thingy
jeong-mal mianhae

i love youu more than words 
from the bottom of my heart


yours sincerely,
your sickness and cure.


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Friday, May 6, 2011

its not just only about words

hari nih aku nak membebel pasal penggunaan 
huruf yang betul..
kalau dulu lah kann
*takde lah dulu sangat..
sibuk je orang nak complain and critics 
mane mane pihak yang salahgunakan huruf 'W'
then menjadikan words sound like these
'laww' / pew / kaw
aarrghh..macam macam lah senang cakap
tapii kan as for me , 
it is still okay for me..
skang dah timbul dah pulak penggunaan 
alphabet 'F' secara berlebihan..
nih contoh aku amik dari text fon adik akuu
*jgan bagi tau dy tau aku skodeng phone dy..kiki

sajoe jarf hef hef..tdow larf awop weiff..

hadoii..bile bace sakit mate puun ade..
nak tergelak bergolek golek puun ade..
dah dah lahh tuu.. 
tau lah orang melayu pakai bahasa melayuu
tapii pakai lah bahasa melayu yang betul
nak pakai bahasa bangkuu pun boleh..
hek hek hek..
to conclude..
dah dah lah ye guna bahasa pelik pelik
kalau guna jugak
dahh..pegi cakap dengan alien sane..
miahaha..;p
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Thursday, May 5, 2011

betull kee ?

hari nih akuu nak cakap pasal mende nih..
tuu semua orang cakap perangai anak keduaa..
orang lain lah yang cakap..bukan aku yang cakap tauu
meh sini aku nak conclude kemenda yang atas tuu
memang aku mengaku ar yang half of them betull
tapi only for me..but for those kat luar tuu..who wonder ?
entah entah tak sama langsung ke
mana lah tahuu kan..
tak semua perangai anak kedua sama and boleh jadik kamceng giler
cubalah anda anda bayangkan ape akan jadik kat parents
kalau semua anak kedua diorang ade pe'el camnih ?
sumpahh aku cakap... tak sampai 40 kepala dah nak licin..
think positive lahh..
semua tuu depends kat pemikiran and rational kita sendiri
sebagai anak and manusia yang bertamadun..
dah besarr kan..
hehe..
=)

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Monday, May 2, 2011

weirdo


entah..
tuu lahh jawapan aku bile aku tengok wall die
tertera nama si perempuan itu menconteng di wall die..
bukan aku tak penah tengok wall die kene conteng ngan pompuan lain
tapi this time aku rase lain macam sikitt..
aku admit yang all these time 
aku tak penah sikit puun rase macam tuu..
kali nih je aku rasa lain macam cket..
*cket je tauu..;p
sebenarnye aku pernah je rase macam nih 
tapi aku cepat cepat tepis
tanak bagi perasaan tuu control akuu..
yang herannye 
takkan si dia tak perasan kutt nada suara aku tadi..
heran bin ajaib betul..
adooyaii..
takkan lahh dah lame berkawan 
baru skang aku baru kene sakit macam nih ..
masalah cinta negara betul..
korangg..
adakah perasaan ini bernama
perasaan JEALOUS ?
aku tanak jealous..
tapi aku suke buat die rase jealous..
hehe..;p
sebabnya senang je
tuu lahh point untuk aku sakat die..hehe
bukan senang nak sakat die sebab die nih kebal cket..hehe..

honey
i am sorry 
because i've felt that just now..
sincerely,
saya.................<3
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